Sex

I've come to the realization in the past few years that Sex complicates soooo many things. I've had it made known through me and others. As a member of LDS faith, we are asked to refrain from such activities until we are married.  Which makes perfect sense.  Unfortunately I've had to learn the hard way. My marriage of eight years wasn't the best.....hence my divorce. Its hard to feel that you've never been truly loved and I went in search of that after my divorce and ended up thinking I had it but in the end they just wanted that one thing.

I've been in a relationship since July with a wonderful guy. But I'm not sure how I feel now.......I have changed my ways and am glad to say that I am headed back on that straight and narrow path back to my Heavenly Father. This guy and I went beyond that path and ventured. When I decided that I was missing something in life, not only myself but my children, everything changed.  He, being of the same faith, told me it didn't matter if we did those things or not. And that i would have his support.  Well I'm not sure what really happened ......either he didn't think I would goo through with it or I was.....my relationship with him has sooooo changed. Words can't describe the unemotional aspect that came into the relationship.

I just wonder how our relationship would be if we still ventured down that road.......